1 year!

So I meant to post this earlier and the weekend was busy!

ANYWAY!

I have been at my current job for a year now. 

Last year when I took the job I was told that it was part time with the possibility of going full time. I was part time for one day.  I am so blessed to have this job. I have the best parents, co-workers, boss, and kids that I could ask for.  I love going to my job everyday. 

A year ago I could not imagine that I would have such a great bond with all of these people.  I can not put into words how thankful I am to be able to get up everyday and thoroughly enjoy going to work. Yes I have days that are crazy and I feel crazy but  I get through it and the next day is better. 

I am moody and cranky sometimes and my coworkers look past it and are always there to take care of me or help me get out of the bad mood! 

Sweet Sixteen

Today my sweet Conner turned sweet 16!   I can not believe it.  This is the third year that I have not been able to celebrate with her.  I did get to talk to her.  Her mom and sister do not know that I talked to her.  It is so good to hear her voice and know that she is still that goofy kid that I adore.  In two years she will be 18 and her mother will no longer have any control over if she sees us or not.  If she talks to me or not. I guess it sounds crazy but I have a countdown on my phone till that day.  730 days.  I am excited.  So is she.  We talked about that on the phone. 

There are some things in life that I just do not understand.   A person having a desire to cause other people pain is something that I do not and can not understand.  I have been in so much pain with this situation for such a long time.  It will always hurt me that I missed out on these years of her life.  I love and miss you my beautiful girl!!